There are words that should not be said, be written, or in any way be emitted from my mind. There are things that I should have been done. There are many times that I wasted only to think about past time and it is not changing everything. I sat, took my coffee and ciggies, started to think, and nothing was changing. I should look ahead and face things in front of me. I have to struggle and endure the pain if it exists.  I have to stop thinking about the same thoughts over-and-over-again everyday and start out the day. It is useless and I am tired of it. The world out there is waiting. It is a big road and I’ve got to drive my vehicle.

DSC09883 DSC09829 DSC09849 DSC09869